Things will be different

I am a writer, a student and I work a full-time job. In other words, it’s hard to keep up with this thing. But in doing all of this, some how I lost myself. At least the writer part of me. The funny thing is, I never stopped writing. Between calls, between classes, I wrote. I jotted down ideas that I want to talk about so when I decide to writing again on here, I will have plenty of ideas.

And here we are…

With a new outlook on life and a new focus, I finally have an idea of what I want this space to be. That’s why it took almost a whole freaking year. Some times, you have to walk away, regroup and forget so that you can recharge and find your voice.

So this is the deal: I will make this a very geeky blog in the hopes of turning this into a website. I will be posting cosplay that I will be working on so I can eventually help someone else. There will be opinion pieces and thoughts on different anime, comics, movies, etc.

This is my voice. Things happens….things change. My hope is that I will be entertaining, helpful, insightful and other things.

Peace & blessings,

Cake >_<

It’s been a while…

I know, I know. I have been gone for a minute. However, there is a reason: I had nothing to say. 

I know that a problem like that for an up and coming blogger is a HUGE problem. The more you write, the more that you will have people reading, the higher the chance that you can possibly make money off writing. The thing is that I don’t want to put out junk. My objective is to put out something that I can be proud of. Something that I can look back and say “yep, I am proud of the product that I put out for the masses”. 

I know that a part of my issue is that I just haven’t been inspired to do anything. Life, and I mean my personal life, just have been uninspiring and boring and other things. Mainly life has been stressful as heck. However, I need to take the good with the bad and be inspired by both. 

So what is coming up in the future of Chronicles of Cake? I think  that I am going to format it a little bit better. So these will be the following topics that I may talk about:

• News that matters to me–Why? Because I think that what the media puts out there is a little bit different than what I care about hearing. it’s partially why I don’t watch regular news.
• Music and Art–What’s art to me and what’s good music to me maybe different than what you like. However, I just like to put it out there.
• Opinions–Because at the end of the day, this blog is about how I see the world.

I am going to trying to make it my business to take out time to give the few followers that I have a quality product so that they can introduce me to others and so on and so forth.

Again it’s been a while…. And I’m sorry that it’s been that long to begin with.

Peace and Blessings,

 

Cake

 

My absence

Ugh….

That’s is the understated version of how I am feeling. And there is so much going both news worthy and personally. So Im sorry that I haven’t been writing. Consider this a check-in.

If you believe, you can acheive!

“The race is not given to the swift nor to the strong but to those who endure to the end.”

I know that it may be a horrible paraphrase of a statement that I always used to hear but it still rings true to me. Today, I actually did something that was apart of my goal list for this year. Now I know that everybody always have a resolution to to lose weight or be healthier and I tried. However,  my main goal this year was to be apart of a 5k and be done in under an hour.  And I did it!

Personally,  I am not a runner, a jogger or anything of that measure but I did my best. To me that’s all that matters. I maybe be sore but it’s a good kind of sore. I maybe tired but it’s not like I can’t take a nap later. I feel good. I hope that this turns into the beginning of me really giving it my all to be a healthier Cake.

But that’s not all. I believe that this was a lesson for me. If I just put my mind to it, I can do anything. Just remember,  quitting is failing before you try.

The burden of an unknown future…

People in my personal life outside of my blogging world know what I am talking about. But I will share some of my inner thoughts.

I am terrified of my future. 

I know that it is a healthy fear to fear the unknown and I was thought to have faith. However, I am still worried and I am trying so hard not to. As things are starting to come to a grinding halt, I have to understand that things happen for a reason. That I am at this point of my life because I have been not choosing and going through life and its motions for long enough. My life is starting to play out as a lesson to how not to live without a plan of action. 

This is one secret that I have never admitted to myself but I need to: I really don’t know what I want to do when I “grow up”. Now I am seeing that as a problem. I want to do so much that involves helping someone else but I have yet to say what I want to do as I get older. And that is a problem. I have always placed others before myself, and again that is a problem. So much so that I don’t even know what to do for my own future. 

But I will change that part of me one step at a time.

I will pray and ask for guidance in my life. I need to see that my ability and my “gift” to want to help other people will help me help myself positively. I want do better and have plans and goals. I say that I want to do things but I am horrible at following through. I will work on that and a lot more things since I will soon have a lot more time on my hands. Maybe I need this break in my life to really step back an reevaluate everything that I have done and see how I can do it better. 

I know that I am rambling but this is my confession that I needed to get off my chest.

Be Blessed!

*Music of the day: Born Sinner J.Cole*